Monday, May 9, 2011
This is the only place where i can
vomit out the feelings i have inside me
Just heard a song on the radio
its a new song
and it reminds me of you
My day was great
had a karaoke session wit ateeqs and her cousin
melalak smpi tkleh melalak
then lpk at JP and bump into Dee
happy to see her walking again :))
good for you sis!!
why cnt i forget the past like you?
i keep reminding myself to move on
but somehow when im with you
or some of the time not with you
i keep thinking of you...
whats wroong with me??
no use for me to be talking about this too anyone
coz, the ans will still be the same
eventhough i love you still
why is there awkwardness in me when ure around
whereas its nt a prob to you
i tried and maybe i should try harder
its just that i cant kill the love that i have for
if it was easy i would have take a knife and stab it
so it will be gone forever
"cause just i think we're through, the memories come flooding back"
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Whenever night falls
the thought of you keeps playing in my mind
theres so much i regret of doing and not doing
i miss everything about you
Maybe thats wat i deserve for taking you for granted i guess
everynite, before going to slp i would read back the card you gave me
stare at the photo of us
well, just to get me to slp
this awkwardness when we see each other is kinda killing me
i tried,criously im trying
if i could do it all over again i would
but im just clapping on my own
whenever i pray
i would always pray for ur safety
let u be happy not just outside
but inside..
i hope
one day your heart will open up for me again
" Being far from you just to be closer"
