Friday, December 31, 2010

Its just me
im the one making myself hurt
i wish i was him
the one special guy in ur heart
who can read ur feelings
that makes u smile
and be by ur side wenever u are dwn
whats wrong wit me?
im not sure why is it so hard
maybe bcos ive got no one else to turn to
while u have him
my feelings for you have never faded
you left me with hope on me
and now its hard to let that feeling from my grasp
You once made me a cheerful and happy soul
now im like a rotten vegetable
where theres no love
not being cared properly
just do not know whats going to happen in the future
im not looking forward to anything
my life is miserable
not eating well
not sleeping well..
getting into the new year on a bad side
its just another day for me
where i have to fight wit my soul
my heart keeps pumping faster
its going to explode soon
urghhhhhh!
damn..:((