Saturday, August 6, 2011
Try being in love with someone who doesnt love you.
This feeling is haunting me back
not a day have i not think about you
seeing you in that kind of pain
ure mentally and emotionally exhausted
plus
those little troubles you go through
I would browse through your FB every now and then
but those are not ur through feeling there
Sometimes when you find me to let those anger and sadness
out to me, i felt happy
knowing that you would find me
i might not give you great advices or have comfort words to say
but i have a great ear for listening and a comfortable shoulder to lean on
Till now, the feelings for you is exactly the feeling i felt 2 years ago
and its not changing anytime soon
Yes i tried
somehow it will strike me back
everytime i pray
other then asking for forgiveness
i would ask allah to open your heart to me
Eventhough i know your feelings has already faded for me
you always have a big part in my heart
i hope sometime soon
when you realise that my love for you
is sincere and pure
till then my heart is out of service
waiting for you to fix it
~all I can think of is YOU~
Monday, May 9, 2011
This is the only place where i can
vomit out the feelings i have inside me
Just heard a song on the radio
its a new song
and it reminds me of you
My day was great
had a karaoke session wit ateeqs and her cousin
melalak smpi tkleh melalak
then lpk at JP and bump into Dee
happy to see her walking again :))
good for you sis!!
why cnt i forget the past like you?
i keep reminding myself to move on
but somehow when im with you
or some of the time not with you
i keep thinking of you...
whats wroong with me??
no use for me to be talking about this too anyone
coz, the ans will still be the same
eventhough i love you still
why is there awkwardness in me when ure around
whereas its nt a prob to you
i tried and maybe i should try harder
its just that i cant kill the love that i have for
if it was easy i would have take a knife and stab it
so it will be gone forever
"cause just i think we're through, the memories come flooding back"
